Cramping today :(

I'm feeling quite a bit of cramping so far this morning!! I'm sure it's just normal but for me...it's a scary thing!! Everything came together so perfectly...if everything goes right Jeremy will have his October baby!! So just like with Ayden...I will worry about this baby from now till...well...do we ever stop worrying? Every cramp or pain will scare me till we have the baby!! This will be our last baby so I want everything to go very smoothly!! I wish that I could shout this from the highest mountain tops but past experiences have made this rough for not only me but Jeremy too!! He doesn't communicate these fears with me but I'm sure he's worried too!! One miscarrage & what happened with Caitlynn will do that to ya though!!
Well that's just my rant for today!! Thanks for reading!!